hipsandHEARTbeats

Sooooo, heres an update on life, it sucks bigtime, nothing is right, and somebody up there in the sky must really hate me this week. i'm starting to slip back into the 'never having anything done' phase at school, my dad's best friend (who was like an uncle to me) killed himself the other night which has resulted in a lot of tears for everyones side, ALSO, NSCC went and rejected me from their course; not even telling me "oh, you should try applying to this course, blah blah frickity blah." just a flat out "You weren't accepted, your application was denied". i wanna go crawl into a hole. can i please? maybe sleep a little while? chill out at

yeeah, random it is, i know so? little bit of yoda in there for you .. i think. anywho, im in the process of getting a SLR camera! (FTW!) so my stuff may get behind just a tad bit. im in the process of selling my current camera (a nice chunky FujiFilmS700, no USB cord) ive got some money from my aunts and a bond that my grampy bought me before he diesd, yaay for monies. im going to be working at le airport again in about a weeks time, i get to clean up washrooms! yaaay! lols, not really though. For art class, im doing a specialization unit on Macro, so i have to take a gazillion pictures for it! this was all very random and shoved all in at

i think thats what its spelt, oh well, im about to post up my portfolio as of now, i just need to print these babies off and take them in, photography course, here i come. i'll post them up and you can tell me what you think, if i have already posted them, oh well. much love. BTW mine and stefs six months was yesderday