Sooooo, heres an update on life, it sucks bigtime, nothing is right, and somebody up there in the sky must really hate me this week.

i'm starting to slip back into the 'never having anything done' phase at school, my dad's best friend (who was like an uncle to me) killed himself the other night which has resulted in a lot of tears for everyones side, ALSO, NSCC went and rejected me from their course; not even telling me "oh, you should try applying to this course, blah blah frickity blah." just a flat out "You weren't accepted, your application was denied".

i wanna go crawl into a hole. can i please? maybe sleep a little while? chill out at least?